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[Tuesday,
April 29th, 2008]
01. Bought everyone in the pub a drink
02. Swam with wild dolphins
03. Climbed a mountain
04. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
05. Been inside the Great Pyramid
06. Held a tarantula
07. Taken a candlelit bath with someone
08. Said 'I love you' and meant it
09. Hugged a tree
10. Done a striptease

11. Bungee jumped
12. Visited Paris
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea
14. Stayed up all night long, and watch the sun rise

15. Seen the Northern Lights
16. Gone to a huge sports game
17. Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa
18. Grown and eaten your own vegetables
19. Touched an iceberg
20. Slept under the stars
21. Changed a baby's diaper

22. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
23. Watched a meteor shower
24. Gotten drunk on champagne
26. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
27. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment

28. Had a food fight
29. Bet on a winning horse
30. Taken a sick day when you're not ill
31. Asked out a stranger
32. Had a snowball fight
33. Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier
34. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
35. Held a lamb
36. Enacted a favorite fantasy
37. Taken a midnight skinny dip(mid-day)
38. Taken an ice cold bath

39. Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar
40. Seen a total eclipse
41. Ridden a roller coaster
42. Hit a home run
43. Fit 3 wks of studying into 3 days
44. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking
45. Adopted an accent for an entire day. [baby talk with kw]

46. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
47. actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
48. Had two hard drives for your computer
49. Visited all 50 states
50. Loved your job
51. Taken care of someone who was drunk
52. Had enough money to be truly satisfied
53. Had amazing friends
54. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
55. Watched wild whales
56. Stolen
57. Backpacked in Europe
58. Taken a road-trip
59. Rock climbed
60. Cheated on your taxes
61. Midnight walk on the beach
62. Sky diving
63. Visited Ireland
64. Been heartbroken longer then you were actually in love
65. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger's table and had a meal with them
66. Visited Japan
67. Benchpressed your own weight
68. Milked a goat
69. Alphabetized your records
70. Pretended to be a superhero
71. Sung karaoke
72. Lounged around in bed all day

73. Posed nude in front of strangers
74. went Scuba diving
75. Got it on to "Let's Get It On" by Marvin Gaye
76. Kissed in the rain
77. Played in the mud
78. Played in the rain
79. Gone to a drive-in theater
80. Done something you should regret, but don't regret it

81. Visited the Great Wall of China
82. Had your mom read your journal
83. Dropped Windows in favor of something better
84. Started a business
85. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken(he's in the process of it)
86. Toured ancient sites

87. Taken a martial arts class
88. Swordfought for the honor of a woman
89. Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight
90. Gotten married
91. Been in a movie
92. Crashed a party
93. Loved someone you shouldn't have
94. Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy

95. Gotten divorced
96. Had sex at the office
97. Gone without food for 5 days
98. Made cookies from scratch
99. Won first prize in a costume contest
100. Ridden a gondola in Venice
101. Gotten a tattoo
102. Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on
103. Rafted the Snake River
104. Been on television news programs as an "expert"
105. Got flowers for no reason
106. Masturbated in a public place
107. Got so drunk you don't remember anything (not anything, just certain things)
108. Been addicted to some form of illegal drug
109. Performed on stage
110. Been to Las Vegas
111. Recorded music
112. Eaten shark
113. Had a one-night stand
114. Gone to Thailand
115. Been onstage at a concert
116. Bought a house
117. Been in a combat zone
118. Buried one/both of your parents
119. Shaved or waxed your pubic hair off [hair is gross!]
120. Been on a cruise ship

121. Spoken more than one language fluently
122. Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone
123. Bounced a check
124. Performed in Rocky Horror
125. Read - and understood - your credit report
126. Raised children --- other peoples kids
127. Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy
128. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
129. Created and named your own constellation of stars
130. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
131. Found out something significant that your ancestors did
132. Called or written your Congress person
133. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
134. ...more than once?
135. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
136. Sang loudly in the car, and didn't stop when you knew someone was looking
137. Had an abortion or your female partner did
138. Had plastic surgery
139. Survived an accident that you shouldn't have survived
140. Wrote articles for a large publication
141. Lost over 50 pounds
142. Held someone while they were having a flashback
142. Had a flashback
143. Piloted an airplane
144. Petted a stingray
145. Broken someone's heart
146. Helped an animal give birth
147. Been fired or laid off from a job
148. Won money on a T.V. game show
149. Broken a bone
150. Killed a human being
151. Gone on an African photo safari
152. Ridden a motorcycle
153. Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100mph
154. Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
155. ...below the belt?
156. Smoked a cigarette
157. Ridden a horse
158. Had major surgery
159. Had sex on a moving train
160. Had a snake as a pet
161. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
162. Slept through an entire flight: takeoff, flight, and landing
163. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours
164. Visited more foreign countries than U.S. states
165. Visited all 7 continents
166. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
167. Eaten kangaroo meat
168. Been in a music video
169. Been a sperm or egg donor
170. Eaten sushi
171. Had your picture in the newspaper

172. Had 2 (or more) healthy romantic relationships for over a year in your lifetime
173. Changed someone's mind about something you care deeply about
174. Gotten someone fired for their actions
175. Gone back to school
176. Parasailed
177. Changed your name
178. Petted a cockroach
179. Eaten fried green tomatoes
180. Read The Iliad
181. Selected one "important" author who you missed in school, and read them
182. Dined in a restaurant and stole silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them
183. ...and gotten caught?
184. Taught yourself an art from scratch
185. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
186. Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt
187. Skipped all your school reunions
188. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
189. Been elected to public office
190. Written your own computer language
191. Thought to yourself that you're living your dream
192. Had to put someone you love into hospice care
193. Built your own PC from parts
194. Sold your own artwork to someone who you didn't know
195. Had a booth at a street fair(helped @ one)
196: Dyed your hair
197: Been a DJ
198: Been dumped online
199: Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
200: Been or almost been arrested
201: Been in two places at once

202: Found the perfect cup of coffee
203: Kissed a boy
204: Kissed a girl
205: Been in a racecar
206: Gone Surfing
207: Been in a band
208: Ran a marathon (walked)
209: Reunited with a long lost friend/lover

210: Read the bible from cover to cover
i <3 sugar

holy 3 years gone by since i updated. [Tuesday,
April 29th, 2008]
haha so its probably been ummm like 2 to 3 years since ive updated this. well heres the scoop.

i now have two little sister. Stephanie & Maddi.
Maddi was born on courtneys bday, november 3rd. she'll b 2 this year.
stephanie is gonna b 3 on july 10th.
me and louie are completely dunzo. thank god.
kevin is back in my life, & makes me the happiest girl in the world.
even tho hes really confusing.
TEAM JAC is back, sorta.
kevin is amazing, i think i already said that.
so much has happened but for the good & bad.
grampy died, =[.
alleys dad died. =[
just finished my first year of college, FGCU.
hated it, so im transfering to FAU.
im hoping for a job this summer so i can get an apartment by the time fall school starts up.
other than that, ummmm. lots has happened. far too much to remember.
i <3 sugar

[Tuesday,
August 1st, 2006]
[ mood | @ work! ]

1st Semester

American Government - mr. Lamarca
English 4 - ms. Mackey
Peer Counseling - ms. Perlowski
Internship - ms. Boudinet

2nd Semester

Prob & Stat - ms. Nwanko
Spanish 3 - ms. Serna
Marine Science Honors - ms. Sesti
Internship - ms. Boudinet

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[Thursday,
June 29th, 2006]
everything is a-Okay.
he's backkkk. ♥
i <3 sugar

[Thursday,
June 8th, 2006]
well i realieze my post last nite
was completely random. like totally.
haha i sound like a valley girl.
theirs definatly undermining stuff.
that no one will understand. & cant
b talked about on LJ anyways. so yea.
i <3 sugar

[Thursday,
June 8th, 2006]
okay 2 post in a short period. whattt.

anyways. these pictures of louie.
maybe it was just because i came inside
from being with who i want right now.
or something idk. but mannnnnnnn.
it doesnt even seem real that we went out.
but like idk. maybe hes just not photogenic.
as for life. hmmmmm.

boys suck. their bipolar. seriously.
i have the worst choice in male species.
not even kidding you.

idk i just walked back in my house.
in like a sorta hater mood. even tho im happy.
its really weird. im just like damn. i was dumb.
like i was really fuckin dumb.

i can honestly say my junior year.
i made a shitload of bad choices.
alot. and some messed up really good
friendships. SEX RUINS FRIENDSHIPS.
no matter what anyone says. even if
its not bad & it doesnt mean anything.
nothings forever ; & thats for damn sure.

kay im out.
but guess wat.
YOU CANT B ME.
sorry biotch.


you have no idea really.♥
i <3 sugar

[Thursday,
June 8th, 2006]
you cant be me, im sorry. :]
i <3 sugar

[Wednesday,
May 3rd, 2006]
[ mood | happy ]

Well everything has completely changed.

LJR & JNE are no longer together. thats been old news.
I have a secret that not many know. i love it.♥
New boy but who knows where this will go. ill always have
a thing for the 2. just because they have those special
things over everyone else. i mean secrets are fun, but not.


Im proud of the change since me & LJR brokeup.
[+] Im more confident.
[+] Ive gotten tan, really tan, i love it.
[+] Ive lost 10 pounds. what what?!
[+] Im happy with myself more, although i still kind of hurt.
[+] Ive been less of a bitch to those who dont deserve it.
[+] Learning to channel my anger in the right direction.
[+] Partying more, makin more fun.
[+] Meeting my tittie taa. i love her, shes a great friend.
[+] Running back into alley, shes amazing as well.

Overall im doing a little better.
This year has been a pretty scary rollercoaster.
I guess im just learning to catch lifes curveballs?
Since my junior year is almost over, im pretty happy with myself.

[+/-] Ive gone through plenty friends like tissues.
[-] I lost someone really important to me,
i wish i had the chance to fix the wrongs between us before he left.
[+] My adorable little sister Stephanie joined the family,
& guess what?! anothers on the way. theres a doOzy.
[+/-] Fixing stuff with my dad, kind of. Its been rough.
[++] My favorite, hes amazing. We've had a tough friendship this year.
Im suprised he still deals with me. but hes an amazing dude, friend & all the +'s.

Im Happy. & i havent been able to say that in a while. @ least honestly.
I mean sure, im not totally 100% happy. but i havent been like this in a while.
Change is goOd, right?


BoOty BoO

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[Wednesday,
April 5th, 2006]
[ mood | shivering bitch ]

missy comment kthnx.

4 gave me sugar i <3 sugar

[Sunday,
March 12th, 2006]
[ mood | hmm. ]

this weekend was alright.

thursday-
came home 2 stoned missy in my driveway. then went 2 some *private* thing in delray. then went 2 get missy's check. went 2 her house so she could change. went & met up with MW and his friend Blake. lol. got beer. got krunk on the beach @ the marriot near yankee clipper. those rope swings were pretty sweet. haha. MDK+BC and JNE+MGW lol. holler that was fun. got home @ 2:30. lol.

friday-
missy came over. then jackie showed up. we all hungout. went & got some stuff & the girls had fun with it. i drove missys car. hahahaha. amazing. then shawn edge, stephen, & this other kid i know from nay nay. they came & met up with us. then missy left. then me & jackie walked home @ like 3 again. lol.

saturday-
dance pictures. then me & jackie went 2 the beach. were only sittin @ the beach for an hour. saw miles, mike, zach, & bj again. then me & jackie walked over to sands & ordered but it took to long. austin called me so i called him back & then we decided we wanted 2 go tubbin or on a boat or something. so we cancelled our food. had a secret mission. lmfao. then austin & joe picked us up on the boat. then we drove the boat 2 the inlet. that was pretty fun i guess. relaxing major. lol. then got dropped back off @ sands. then my mom came & got us. got ready. then frankie dropped me @ my dads.

sunday-
@ dads. but he let me go 2 the beach w/ courtney. walked home. it wasnt as bad as i thought. i got tannnnnnnnn todayyyy!

dance pictures tuesday
partying it up friday. & staying out all nite.
dads in the keys. moms going out friday.
this weekend is gonna b the bomb-diggety. lol. who says that?

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[Wednesday,
March 8th, 2006]
[ mood | blah! ]

Friday 2 weeks ago
went 2 courtneys.walked in the rain halfway to st. clements fest.
then got picked up. went there for like 2 minutes then went 2 this kids house.
then went to Manor Lanes for Rock N Bowl. started gettin krunk.
then got picked up and went 2 this party 2 houses from goldmans.
danced & got krunker. had fun. hooked up w/ AA. lol.

that weekend went 2 dads.

this past weekend.

thursday
went 2 hookah hut & made new friends.
one kids name was louie & he was a day younger than my louie.

friday
went 2 hookah 2 meet up with them. AMAZING.
went 2 a party with cafaro. in Highland Beach.
THIS HOUSE WAS 4 STORIES HIGH ON THE OCEAN.
half of the boys looked like they stepped out of an A&F catalog.
AMAZINGGGGG. then went back 2 hookah cuz the party got brokedup.
hung there a little. then robbie, will & taco showed up so
i chilled with them outside. then went home..

saturday
did nothing

sunday
beach w/ ct. got tan again. yay.

MW & RW are down & i hope i see them both @ some point.


next friday is gonna b so much fun. if i can find a place 2 stay. haha.

this friday ill probably go 2 the beach in ft. lauderdale cuz mw has
a hotel or something. who knowz. but im going 2 my dads this weekend.
becuz next weekend im not cuz im gettin krunk & havin a craZy weekend.
lol. ♥

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[Wednesday,
February 22nd, 2006]
[ mood | confused ]

Friday-
went 2 school cuz my mom made me. got there & almost got IS cuz my shoes.
Castro's gay. newayz so that was a great morning so i texted my mom all
"either you call me out or im leaving" so @ lunch she called me out & me
& mdk went 2 my house and talked. cuz she got her dad 2 call her out 2. lol.
then we went 2 pompano middle & watched her brothers ceremony. picked up my bro.
went 2 her house & cleaned her car. then we went 2 my house & got ready 2 go out.
went 2 hookah hut & stayed there till like 9 something but not like anyone was there.
so we just left. went 2 st. colemans fest. i was kinda tipsy but not enough. saw alot of
people. then we left that place & went 2 hustlers. haha that was pretty sweet i didnt
feel like tryin anything on tho. maybe we'll go back another time. then went home.

Saturday-
Dance. then saturday nite i went 2 the st. colemans fest again wit MDK & met up with
Courtney. Drank. Got krunk. Had fun. Made friends. etc.

Sunday-
went 2 breakfast with my mom & grandma & step g-pa & his sister. then went 2 the
st. colemans fest 2 meet courtney cuz she was dancing @ it. got there then met her mom.
then we went 2 commercial beach & hungout with Johnny, Joey, & a few other people.
i watched them all skim & i got a nice tan. lol. im soooo happy i got darker. then
we both went home and then i hungout with billy and we drove around a lil. then he dropped
me @ joeys house in ft. lauderdale and that was pretty fun. chill but fun. lol.
then missy came & we hung for a little longer but i had 2 go home plus jackie called & was
freakin me out so. we left. checked 2 see where jackie was. drove past kev. i got home on
the dot. p.s. @ the beach from 1-5:30ish. & me & courtney bought matchin bracelets.

Monday-
went 2 the beach with Jackie. my mom came home @ lunch & got me & went & got her & took us 2
Atlantic. we werent there that long b4 we saw Jessica & Courtney. then a little later
we saw Mike, Miles, Zach, BJ, & Vince. ended up chilling with them. playing football & stuff.
went 2 go 2 the potty & saw Troy Volker. lmfao. hes got a nice body but hes a douche.
i'll always hate him for 8th grade. lolol.gayyyyy. newayz. so we stayed @ the beach from 1-6.


oh yeah. my g-parents told me that louie broke his ankle.
well pretty much broke it. he fractured it 2/3 of the way.
suckz. KARMA'S A BITCH. lolol.

i hate boys. gayyyyyy. i need new boys.
all these new boys i meet are younger.
Matt & Ryan are coming down soOn.
alright im out.

i <3 sugar

always the friend never the girl. ♥ [Sunday,
January 29th, 2006]
L's mom said "fuck him dont call him dont take his shit let him come 2 you"
i guess ill b waitin a lifetime then. cuz i know thats not gonna happen.
& probably by the time he does. ill b over him for good. ways of my life.
outta no where i thought K & M would b better than me being with K. sooo.
i dont like him anymore. i want that 2 happen. as of now. i have no feelings.
im not gonna let anyone know im hurtin anymore. except maybe J & N. & not even.
im so over everything. fuck feelings. i hate them. as of now. i feeel nothing.♥
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[Monday,
January 9th, 2006]
[ mood | blah ]

Even though like no ones on el-jay anymore.
i figure ill post this & hope people answer.
kthnxlove<3



My name:

Who is the love of my life:

Where did we meet:

Take a stab at my middle name:

How long have you known me:

When is the last time that we saw each other:

Do I smoke:

Do I drink:

When is my birthday:

What was your first impression of upon meeting me:

Do I have any siblings:

What's one of my favorite things to do:

Am I funny:

What's my favorite type of music:

What is the best feature about me:

Am I shy or outgoing:

Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:

Do I have any special talents:

Would you consider me a friend/good friend:

Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what):

What is a memory we have once had:

Have you ever hugged me:

Do you miss me...do you think i miss you:

What is my favorite food:

Have you ever had a crush on me:

If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be:

What's your favorite memory of me:

Who do I like right now:

What is my worst habit:

If you and I were stranded on a desert island, what one thing would I bring?

Are we friends:

Will you repost this so I can do it for you?:

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[Thursday,
December 15th, 2005]
umm. so much drama.
I HATE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW.
anywayzzzzz. haha.
i ♥ marliese & emily oldberg.
oh yeah & evan thomas.
their my new awesome friends.
drama drama drama.
theres so much going on.
i want someone kind of.
but i needa get over it.
cuz idk. i just think i do. but
i know i wont. cuz hes hot & cool.
& hes a goOd guy. when he wants 2 b.
gawshhhhhhhh. i hate boys.
im like a bipolar ADD writer.
♥ x a bazillion.
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[Thursday,
December 1st, 2005]
Holler i havent really written in a while.
im in journalism & should b doin my work.. but im not.
uhh i hate boys they are sucha pain in the butt. lol.
*** is a pain in my buttocks. i love him but hes a pain.
***** i love but hes a bigger pain in my butt. ahhh.
newayz. im not writing anymore. idk what 2 say.
2 gave me sugar i <3 sugar

[Tuesday,
November 29th, 2005]
IM DEFINATLY NOT THAT INTERESTING.

REPOST AND PUT AN X IN WHAT YOU'VE DONE

( ) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
( ) made out with a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car


(X) been in love
(X) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight


(X) snuck out of parent's house
(XXXX) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) been arrested
(X) made out with a stranger
( ) gone on a blind date


(X) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
(X) skipped school
( ) Kissed a co-worker
( ) seen someone die


( ) had/have a crush on one of your MYSPACE/LiveJournal friends
(X) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(X) been on a plane
( ) thrown up in a bar


(X) eaten Sushi [grosssss!]
(X) been Wakeboarding [a great attempt @ it!]
(X) met someone BECAUSE of myspace/LiveJournal
( ) been moshing at a concert


( ) Forgot your dates name on a date
( ) Introduced your date with the wrong name
(X) taken painkillers
(X) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(X) made a snow angel


(X) had a tea party
(X) flown a kite
(X) built a sand castle
(X) gone puddle jumping
(X) played dress up


( ) jumped into a pile of poop
(X) gone skinny dipping
(X) cheated while playing a game
(X) been lonely
(X) fallen asleep at work/school


( ) used a fake ID
(X) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
(X) touched a snake

(X) been tickled
( ) been robbed
(X) been aroused by someone
(X) been misunderstood
(X) pet a reindeer/goat


(X) won a contest
( ) been suspended from school
(X) had detention
(X) been in a car accident


(X) have/had braces
( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(X) had deja vu
(X) danced in the shower


(X) hated the way you looked
(X) witnessed a crime
(X) pole danced
(X) questioned your heart
( ) been obsessed with hermit crabs [but we all know that RYAN has. from those 200 posts about them]


(X) squished barefoot through the mud
(X) been lost
(X) been to the opposite side of the country [Seattle, Washington & Alaska & Canada]
(X) swam in the ocean
(X) felt like dying


(X) cried yourself to sleep
(X) played cops and robbers
(X) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(X) sung karaoke
(X) paid for a meal with only coins


(X) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(X) made prank phone calls [omg yesss!]
(X) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(X) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(X) kissed in the rain

(X) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
(X) watched the sun set with someone you care about
(X) blown bubbles
(X) made a bonfire on the beach


(X) crashed a party
( ) have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people
(X) gone rollerskating/blading
(X) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey


(X) worn pearls
(X) jumped off a bridge
(X) screamed "penis" in class
( ) ate cat food
( ) told a complete stranger you loved them

(X) sang in the shower
(X) have black shoes
(X) Kissed in a park
(X) Kissed in the bathoom
(X) had a dream that you married someone
(X) glued your hand to something


( ) got your tounge stuck to a pole
( ) kissed a fish
(X) worn the opposite sexes clothes
(X) been a cheerleaderDANCER [changed becuz DANCERS DO EVERYTHING BETTER!]
(X) sat on a roof top


( ) had sex in a church
(X) screamed at the top of your lungs
(X) done a one-handed cartwheel
(X) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(X) stayed up all night


( ) didnt take a shower for a week
(X) pick and ate an orange right off the tree
(X) climbed a tree
(X) had a tree house [it was a tree that was shaped funny so we made it our tree house, no work included]
(X) are scared to watch scary movies alone


(X) believe in ghosts
(X) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
(X) worn a really ugly outfit to school
( ) gone streaking
( ) played ding-dong-ditch-while streaking


(X) played chicken fight
(X) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(X) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone
(X) been easily confused


(X) caught a fish then ate it [after cookin it]
(X) slept naked
( ) caught a butterfly
(X) laughed so hard you cried
(X) cried so hard you laughed


(X) mooned/flashed someone
(X) had someone moon/flash you
(X) cheated on a test
(X) forgotten someone's name [plenty of times]
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[Sunday,
November 13th, 2005]
um.yeah.no one cares. kthnx.Collapse )
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POMPANO HIGH STUDENTS! DUHHHHHH. [Sunday,
November 13th, 2005]
Billy Roberts & I just came up w/ this great idea.
like a Student VS. Admin. Debate.
basically to bring up issues that students feel strongly about.
Because honestly theres no way of negotiation of its not brought up by a group infront of everyone. basically a way 2 get the answers we want. cuz everyone wants answers but no one is allowed 2 ask the questions.
things like.
- how come they dont let us b HIGHSCHOOL STUDENTS.
- LACK OF SCHOOL SPIRIT. because theirs so many rules.
- LACK OF FUNN. we get yelled @ for everything. theres no slack.
- OBVIOUSLY WERE MOSTLY SMART STUDENTS AND GOOD AT SOMETHING CUZ WE WOULDNT B IN PBHS, SO WHY DO THEY KEEP SO STRICT WHEN WERE GOOD IN ACADEMICS.
- sure many people think, well we go 2 this school for the academics not anything else. but this is HIGHSCHOOL guys, we have these years for memories 4 the rest of our life. and let me tell you, im a junior, and i cant tell you anything that i will remember as an adult that was fun about school. maybe the day i graduate?

Im currently in a Journalism class. And we talk about issues around the school that bother people. yea theres kids in SGA (no offense 2 anyone) who do say that its somewhat the students fault for no spirit & stuff. but thats because the rules. they dont like how we dress, dance, or anything. They wont let us b the teenagers that we are. sure theres rules & limits, but we are people 2 and we do need a little lee-way when it comes 2 being ourselves.

Issues that could b brought up:
- Strictness on Dresscode
- How they told us last year 04-05 that we could wear flipflops, now were gettin detentions for wearing them.
- Classes not being so participated.
- Dancing @ school dances. We spend money & sure if it gets out of hand yell @ us or punish us. but dont tell us we cant touch.
- etc. im sure theres more others think.

Alot of the lack of spirt is the students part. no one wants 2 participate in activities @ school cuz were @ school enough. but i guess a good thing is that if you participate its good 4 a college application when your older. lol. but how come every class doesnt get shirts done for spirit week? how come it costs like $6 to get into our own football games, sure we need the money, but uh hey where does it go? They dont give us money to do things around school? how come theres very few shirts w/ our logo on them or shirts that students can wear 2 rep their school? half of the time during spirit week you realieze that students make their own shirts cuz, hey we dont have any sold.. if i was part of my class representatives i would definatly get my class makin shirts, everyone wants un-expensive school shirts. and hello thats money for us, the students of PBHS.

dont you think some of these questions should b answered. how come we, as the student body, cant ask our administration questions and have them answered. even when they are, how does everyone know if their true or not. this is why i think we should get a student vs. administration debate. im sure it wouldnt b too hard. call class meetings to bring up class stuff, and just ask if theres anybody who would want 2 participate in the debate or who would like to make pointers to be brought up or argued.

Comment with what you think about this idea.
Comment if you think we should start a petition to get this debate going.
Comment to say what you think.

im also posting this as a myspace bullitin.
let me know what you think seriously.
♥ Jess c/o o7'
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[Wednesday,
November 9th, 2005]
fyi.
all you whiners about power. uh suck it.
i just got mine back today here @ my moms.
i got home @ like whatever time. took a nap @ 4 and it wasnt on.
wokeup @ 5 when my mom got home & it was on. thank god.

i actually like dance when i go. not for the people in the class though.
the people in the class are gay. except keylee on tuesdays. & trac & jess on saturdays.
but i keep forgetting or stuff comes up.
but my teachers are awesome. i love them. their so much fun.
Christa teaches tap on tuesday and shes like so awesome!
at first i thought i would hate her, but definatly not.
shes a year older & i dont care.
her & her sister Courtney are so cute & funny. we laugh constantly.
and of course cant forget my saturday class.
w/ my lovely trac who we've danced together for god knows how long now.
w/ our magnificent corey. lol. i love her shes awesome.
& katie, even though she ghetto'fys our dances. shes funny when she cracks on people.
& the times i see her. like @ the mall or @ NE homecoming n shit. shes great.

uhh. i had 2 talk @ my grandfathers memorial service.
i guess it was goOd cuz it was kind of a closure.
& i got 2 see family that i hadn't seen in a long while.
alot of people came from Jamaica or from everywhere 4 his funeral.
like almost the whole church was full. it was a nice ceremony.
only the friggin priest started rambling bout nothing.
i wasnt listening cuz i was freakin about reading.
all in all it was good. i miss him.

louies coming thursday nite. & stayin till sunday evening.
we'll see how that goes. ahhhhhhhhhhhh. whateverrrrrrr.


newayz. im off 2 bed i have a test in the am.
♥ x a bazillion. 2 those who are worth it.
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hey hey, do it do it do it. [Wednesday,
November 9th, 2005]
JUST DO IT. DO IT, DO IT, DO IT!

if you read this, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. it can be anything you want - good or bad. when you're finished, post this little paragraph on your journal and be surprised (or moritified) about what people remember about you.
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[Sunday,
October 30th, 2005]
only reason im online right now is cuz im @ the emergency operation center. its like a big roOm w/ a bazillion computers & tvs on the wall. kinda like they have them on the movies only you dont walk down into them. the building is kinda shaped wierd. they have a lunchroom, sleep rooms, and bathrooms w/ a shower place in them. i took a hot shower cuz they have hot water. im sittin here talkin 2 this funny nice gay guy. hes halirious. and im freezing my ass off. but im online & my cell is charging so im all good. whatever i hate this shit though.

my mom bought a $1000 generator yesterday but only our fridge & a tv are hooked up 2 it. that leaves extra plugs for whatever i want. lol. but yeah this shit suckz ass. ive hungout w/ jackie & rode bike & stuff. its depressing majorly. i dont even wanna talk about the damage & stuff. its crazy.

louies not coming thursday. he was going 2 come up until this morning when he remembered that he had sat's so i guess he'll come another time. whatever it pissed me off. we were gettin along & then he got mad @ me cuz he told me about some chick & i was like ha she likes you & he freaked about it & has been mad @ me ever since. gayyyyyyyyyyyy. lol. now im talkin 2 chris through myspace messages. hollar.

call me if you want.♥
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me = train wreckkk. [Thursday,
October 20th, 2005]
well today @ school in about 2nd block i started feeling wierd. i guess there was a reason. i get downstairs after school cuz i needed 2 find a ride. so i called my mom & asked if i could stay @ youth group so Joel could give me a ride. she goes i guess but let me know where your gonna b cuz i have 2 come get you. i said y. shes like cuz we have to go somewhere. i knew something was up & im like where do we have 2 go. & shes like your dads. & im like y & shes like we'll talk about it later. & im like grampy died didn't he. & shes like yeah. so im standin there in the courtyard trying not to cry. and mar noticed it. so i went walkin out cuz i told my mom 2 pick me up & i needed 2 just go somewhere & mar went w/ me & i tryed 2 call kev but he didnt answer. cuz lately when ive been upset he talks about it w/ me & makes me feel better. & he didnt answer so i called louie & told him & i started 2 cry so i was like i cant talk now ill call you later. and then me & mar just sat around & talked & stuff & i tried not 2 think about it. then i went home so i could change my shirt. & then we went 2 my grandmothers & my dad went outside for us & he was crying & then my mom came & gave him a hug & stuff and i walk in to my teary-eyed family. no one can believe hes gone. i cant even type this now. cuz im crying so much cuz i had 2 hold it in cuz i was there tryin 2 help everyone else.
im so glad i went & saw him tuesday. i remember b4 i left i gave him a kiss on the head & was like grampy i hope you feel better cuz you needa get better for us & hes like i will jessie & i said i love you & then i left. and im so glad i went. cuz idk what i would do w/ myself if i hadnt have gone 2 see him. if he had died on the terms that it is. that i left him cuz of my dad.

R.I.P
Ian "Grampy" Elder
my grandfather.
i love you so much.


one of the greatest people you will ever meet. He stuck around so long through all the stuff he'd gone through. He made so much of himself here, pickin up his family & just moving from Jamaica 2 here. makin a business for himself & providing for his family. Extremely stubborn but one of the wisest people i will ever meet. & one of the best. He had a nasty bark & a pretty bad bite but he was wonderful. i miss him & love him so much.

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[Sunday,
October 16th, 2005]
um im gonna b @ my dads for a few days this week.
soo if you see me & school & im lookin kinda bummed. thats y.
& if im not on x0lilblondgrlx0. then hollar @ babysit89 or blondbaby89 or hottiechik411.
babysit89 is my sn @ my dads so idk if i can get on the other two.
but yeah & if your really bored or in need of me make sure 2 call me.
#954-675-8764. k.
wow. im a loser giving out my number over lj cuz i have no friends. lol.
but yeah if you want then call me. cuz ill definatly b bored. t2ulz x0'z love ya c ya.
♥ x infinity
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[Sunday,
October 16th, 2005]
... dunno what 2 say.

LEAVE ME COMMENTS! ♥
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[Friday,
September 30th, 2005]
NAME TEN PEOPLE

01. Missy
02. Kevin
03. Jackie
04. Louie
05. Jade
06. Britt
07. Nay
08. Michael
09. Robert
10. Alexa

BOLD THESE iF THEY'RE TRUE

01. #1 HAS A BOYFRiEND/GiRLFRiEND.
02. i'VE GOTTEN iN A FiGHT WiTH #9.(argument)
03. #10 iS SLOW.
04. #8 LOVEs LAGUNA BEACH.
05. #10 HATES #1.
06. #2 iS A CAMERA WHORE.
07. #10 HAS HAD MORE THAN FiVE BOY/GiRL FRiENDS.
08. #9 HAS A CAR.
09. i HATE #8.
10. #1 iS PERFECT.
11. #2 iS CRAZZZYYY.
12. #9 iS A GOTH.
13. #5 iS A NERD.
14. #10 iS FLiRTYY.
15. #7 iS A POSER.
16. #3 iS REALLY FUNNY.
17. #9 HAS A LOT OF SHOES.
18. i LOVE #10.
19. #5 iS SPOiLED.
20. #6 iS A SLUT.
21. #2 LOVE THE YANKEES.
22. #4 iS REALLY STUPiD.
23. #5 iS ALWAYS HYPER.
24. #3 LOVES SOCCER.
25. #6 HATES #4.
26. #1 iS MY BESTEST FRiEND EVER.
27. #8 LAUGHS ALL THE TiME.
28. #7 iS A PREP.
29. #4 GOES TO MY SCHOOL.
30. #10 HAS THROWN A PARTY.
31. #3 iS A BiTCH.
32. #6'S FAVORiTE COLOR iS BLACK.
33. #10 STARTS A LOT OF DRAMA.
34. #2 iS A TEASE.
35. #4 iS A WHORE.
36. i'VE KNOWN #1 FOR MORE THAN FiVE YEARS.
37. #6 HAS A LOT OF MAGAZiNES.
38. #7 iS VERY EMOTiONAL.
39. #5 HAS BROWN HAiR.
40. #4 iS A PLAYER.
41. #3 LOVES TALKiNG.
42. #2'S FAVORiTE COLOR iS BLUE.
43. #8 LOVES TO SWiM.
44. i'VE BEEN OVER #9'S HOUSE.
45. #6 HAS THE COOLEST PARENTS.
46. #7 iS A CHEERLEADER.
47. #4 iS REALLY SMART.
48. #5 HAS A DOG.
49. #1 iS STUPiD.
50. #3 ALWAYS DANCES.
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[Thursday,
September 29th, 2005]
Well not many people told me what they honestly dislike about me.which is suprising.. i thought i woulda had alot more comments then i did. anywayz. as for things. idk waht i should do anymore. should i just be a bitch just like everyone else. or b how i am & get walked all over. Yea i fuck up. OFTEN. doesnt everyone. some people like 2 hold grudges & some get over it.im not tryin 2 hate on anyone but its really stupid. y dont you just act like big people. shit im outta here in 2 years & thats not soOn enough. Pompano is full of DRAMA. not that im not any part of it. but its just so gay sometimes. i know so many people that i wanna say are jealous but i cant cuz that would b cocky. & im not. but like people that have always found something 2 dislike about me.

Whatever im sure this is gonna offend people but who the fuck cares.

Laura- yeah laura ive screwed up ALOT. and sorry 4 whatever ive ever done to you so completely horrible that you have 2 ignore me when im tryin 2 b friendly or nice. im glad i introduced you 2 Jade & Britt cuz your happy & you guys have a really great bond. but i mean if you hate me then hate me but you dont have 2 b nasty. i dont talk shit behind your back or anything. i mean whatever. Hate me all you want. I just wanted 2 get that out. since you dont wanna seem 2 pay any attention 2 what i say, even if im talkin about a friggin mall.

Nay Nay- your my friend & all but some of the shit you do get on my nerves. & ill say stuff & act goofy & i feel like a week later your'e doin the same thing. Im sure you think i use you for rides, but i dont. Idk you know what it is that you do that bothers me.

Jade & Britt- nothing bad 2 say 2 you 2. Im glad were kinda friends again. I hope the best for you all.

Robert- your my whore & all. but i know you talk alot of shit & it bothers me cuz it makes you really 2 faced. get mad @ me 4 saying it but it is.

of course theres other little things people do that bother me. but idk this is stuff thats been botherin me lately & stuff that just seems 2 surround me because of the people that are around me. whatever. this is practically a really stupid post. but whatever. idc.


Jess
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[Friday,
September 23rd, 2005]
Tell me what you dislike most about me.
Leave a comment with your username. dont be a pussy.
Im not gonna dislike you for what you say.
The worst that can happen is me become aware of things i do.
Lets see who will say anything.


p.s. dont hold back.
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[Tuesday,
September 20th, 2005]
I feel like a really big baby & these are the reasons y. & im sure people will disagree but whatever.

1. I dont really have close girlfriends anymore. Like really close 2 me kinda close.
2. My boyfriend brokeup w/ me. & theres no one else anymore.
3. I said something completely wrong and it got taken in the wrong way, & idk how 2 fix it cuz either way its still something that bothers the person. Which i didnt mean it that way it's just all screwed up.
4. Most of my friends are gettin on my nerves.
5. I fell like i dont have any friends. well i mean i do but not REAL close friends.
6. I hate school.
7. I love louie, but i dont think were gonna b together anymore, or at least 4 a while.
8. Last nite i had a heart 2 heart w/ louie & i shed some tears & he shed some truth.
9. Everytime i talk 2 friends about my problems, i feel like they really dont care, like as if im always talkin about myself.
10. I hate that i whine 2 much. *aka now* and i still keep doing it.
11. I hate alot of things about me.
12. I think im being a big fat baby.

ohh whatever. ♥
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[Wednesday,
September 14th, 2005]

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SATURDAY SEPTEMBER 17TH, 2005.

GET COMMUNITY SERVICE HOURS, A FREE T-SHIRT, & HELP CLEAN UP OUR BEACHS!!!!

COME HELP OUT THE COMMUNITY & GET COMMUNITY SERVICE.

POMPANO LOCATION ON POMPANO BEACH SOUTH OF THE PIER & NEXT 2 THE PLAYGROUND.

TIME: 9AM-12NOON

CONTACT INFO:
FOR MORE INFO CALL 1-800-262-FLORIDA or www.floridacoastalcleanup.org

P.S. i will b there cuz my mom is the site cordinator.
COME & STOP BY & HELP OUT OR CITY BEACHS.♥
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[Monday,
September 12th, 2005]
ok well i went 2 my dads. went out 2 dinner.
got a lecture about louie & boys in general. kindof a sex talk.
stuff stuff stuff. then sunday morning i met alley @ her building.
& we went 2 the beach. then walked back 2 my house & went in the poOl.
my brother was playing w/ this foam bat & it slipped out of his hands &...
BOOOOOOOM shattered one of the biggest windows in the house. so yeah.
then we played around. alley went on my slide. i really couldnt cuz my ear.
then we ate pizza 4 lunch. hungout in my roOm & talked while i held stephanie.
then went out 2 play w/ the water guns that shot like spit rockets.
& we played tetherball like in Napolean Dynamite.
P.S i had a tetherball thing before Napolean Dynamite even came outttt.so ha.
then we had a yummy yummy dinner. & hungout a little longer. then drove alley home.
then i hungout a little longer then my mommy picked me up.
& i went 2 schoOl today. god it felt so wierd. since i hadnt been there in 4ever.

well im done now.
♥ Jess
i <3 sugar

[Saturday,
September 10th, 2005]
im going 2 my dads tonite for the first time in almost 2 years.
if you wanna reach me you know my cellular. & if not ohh well.
if i dont answer its cuz whatever but ill call you back.
ill miss not going out on saturday nite. but its this one time.
just to try it i guess. it was the pyschologist's idea.
& i had no goOd excuses y not 2. so whatever.
ill b a goOd daughter. & a goOd sister. & goo0o.
call me ill probably b bored. since i cant go in their new gorgeous poOl.
ill b so bored ill probably take pictures of my dads house.
so you can see how he wastes so much money on stupid shit.
but his house is pretty nice. the poOl has a slide.
but of fucking course i have my stupid ear infection! gawshhh!


im barely on LJ anymore. Myspace is just so addicting.
yeah yeah. im out loves </3. &hearts; JeSsipOo
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[Sunday,
September 4th, 2005]
Louie left this morning.
The whole time he was here we fought once.
Even though b4 he came we were in the biggest fight.
& like never wanted 2 talk 2 each other. Everything worked out right.
He came wednesday night. I had been @ dinner w/ my dad 4 his birthday.
My stepmom picked me up 4rm school & i spent most of the day holding & takin care of Stephanie.
Then got home & mom had been @ the airport & got Louie. So i str8en up a little.
Then waited 4 him 2 come. Then the next day i stayed home 4rm school.
We went in the pool then it rained so we went inside. Then we went in the poOl again.
Then my mom had 2 pick up Hannah(my cousin) & Mike(her fiancee) from the airport.
Hungout, they went out & we went around w/ Nay & Michelle.
Then me & louie went & saw a movie. We ALMOST had the whole theater 2 ourselves.
Then friday we went 2 Deerfield Beach, ate @ Flanigans, then went 2 Pompano Beach.(w/ Hannah & Mike)
Then went home. Then we all went out 2 Bellante's for dinner. Kevin & Jackie met us there.
They had 4 tickets to AMC Theaters so Jackie, Kevin, Louie & Me went & saw 4 Brothers.
Then yesterday we went 2 Ft. Lauderdale on the Strip. Parked @ Beach Place & ate @ LuLu's Bait Shack.
Went on the beach. Then i drove home. Then ate Chinese cuz there wasnt enough time 2 go 2 Tarpon Bend.
Then i drove to the mall even though we were only there 4 like 20-30 minutes.
I bought Louie a shirt @ Hollister. I tried on pants but of course the ones i tried on didnt fit.
& there wasnt enough time left. Then i drove home, Hannah & Mike took the car out.
Louie, My mom & I watched The Notebook. Then Louie & i fell asleep in my bed.
We wokeup this morning & took him 2 the airport. i miss him already. suckz..
Thats all ive done.. so farr this weekend.
♥ Jess
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[Saturday,
August 27th, 2005]
Had my b-day party last nite. that was nicee..

People who were there..
Me
Kevin
Jade
Britt
Laura
Jamie
Joel
Amanda
Nay
Michelle
Max
Robert
Trish(roberts friend)
Chris
Kortney
Misha
Mel
Amanda
Stephanie
Chelsea
Missy
Nick
Jackie
Jenny
Casey
Joe
Reed (for like 2 minutes)
Jon
Kelly
Katie
Ashley Atkins
Sarah & her friend
Alan & his friend(kid from our school)
& anyone else i forgot.

It was pretty fun. I got cute gifts that i like & had an alright time.
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[Friday,
August 19th, 2005]
I dont feel like really going into it.
I havent been in the mood 2 really express myself in words completely.
Last nite i skipped my psychologist appointment to go to the game.
Went w/ Jade & Jamie. Met Laura there. & Jade & laura left and i stayed.
Kevin came. He jumped over the fence & didnt get caught. lol.
The lights went out a couple times. Kev drove me home & we talked.
Louie's all mad @ me & whatever. its such shit hes gonna call me later 2 talk.
I went 2 visit my dads family on wednesday. that was nice. a little awkward.
newayz idk what else 2 say.

♥ Jess
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[Tuesday,
August 9th, 2005]
school is friggin killing me.
it makes me so friggin tired.
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[Friday,
August 5th, 2005]
[ mood | i miss everyone!!! ]

My Schedule that i definatly have 2 change cuz our schoOl is fuckin stupid!

1st Semester
TRIGONOMETRY
ENG III
WEB DESIGN 2
JOURN I HONORS (NP)

2nd Semester
CHEMISTRY I
GEOMETRY HON
AMER HISTORY
SPANISH III

Well common sense would b to put Geometry b4 trigonometry. but you know that Pompano High is definatly the smartest school they dont even know the order of their math programs. Im takin Geometry over to cover the grade i got freshman year because Gagnon fucked me over so my GPA is low because of the F that's on my records. So im retaking it which will also help since we take SAT's this year & Geometry's on that. But like normally they give me the harder classes first semester. whatever Journalism is gonna b the bomb so whatever.

Anywayz. I miss everyone @ home. Louie left this morning @ 5:30 to go 2 NC so i only got 2 see him last nite. His family gave me a $100 gift card to the mall up here so we went shopping. It was a bitch though because his 2 sisters & bro came so i ended up gettin less than i would have if it was just me & him cuz they kept askin for stuff when of course they didnt have any money. But i got a blue abercrombie sweater(way different than missy's) & i was gonna get a few polo's but they didnt fit the way i wanted them 2 so whatever ill go shopping another time. & i got a pair of wedges that are adorable. Louie picked out the color. Cuz i was gonna get the blue & white ones or the like tan/brown & off white ones. but i got like a blonde/blonde color. But their really adorable i ♥ them. but i doubt ill wear them alot. But Fer bought me a puka cuz mine broke & i gave him the one i bought @ Ron Jon's cuz it was 2 big. I got my dog a cute little tag thing. Louie,Fer,& Leigh got glasses 3 for $30 which i put $15 bucks to it. Louie got these really reflective aviators but their really hot & fer got aviators & leigh got big black glasses but their adorable. & i bought leigh a toe ring she wanted. Then taylor got glasses for $10 at Nordstroms that are big black ones but different than leighs. & she bought this cute white flower clip that looked really goOd.

im really gonna miss them!!! but i miss everyone @ home & i cant wait 2 go home.

♥ Jess

i <3 sugar

[Friday,
July 22nd, 2005]
Well guys. Im leaving tommorrow afternoon and im not comin back till like 2 days b4 we go back 2 school so yea. I'll tell you how my day went. lol.

Well i went 2 pyschologist w/ my dad, then went w/ him 2 go see the baby. She's so tiny her head is like the size of my palm. shes cute though. Then hungout w/ my dad & his wife & my bro a lil. & then we came home. then went 2 ragshop. Then went 2 the other pyschologist w/ my mom. wow whata day.

but newayz. im leavin tommorrow. & i probably wont b able 2 get 2 a computer. so if anything really interestin happens. tell me! lol. or call my cell & leave a message ya know. then i can feel special when i have messages & people 2 call back. lol & if you call & i dont know your number. then leave your number goOses. lol. newayz. tahts enough 4 tonite.

gonna miss everyone!
have a great rest of the summer!!!!!


Jess

p.s. do the summer reading!!!! lol if you havent remembered. haha i sound like a loser!
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[Friday,
July 22nd, 2005]
1. Copy and paste your LJ Friends List.
2. If you've met them in person or otherwise know them from the offline world, bold their screenname. If you've only talked to them on the phone, italicize their name. If you've only talked to them online, leave their name alone. If you have someone on your Friends List who has multiple LJ's, only use one and get rid of the rest from the list.
3. Post and let other people copy the meme

1eight8se7en, ___irresistable, __psychology, _fallen4u, _flippinidiottt,alliwildchild, anfgirl825, angelbabie6689, axel33to, ballerina5219, banana_silly, batiscanroses, bcomprosky, beach_pryncez, beachbabe1806, blueeyepryncez, bobbykins, brazilianbabe89, brooklyn0288, chatterboxxqt06, crazzy_nikki, cute_lil_shorty, dancer1822, get_the_po1nte, hopelessdrifter, i_need_y0u, im_molly_duh, insomniactil2, kacy_123, kamea_ola, kinabeanz, kittenkiller15, lfscks78296, lil_beani, lilxjools, locapitano,lynds187, martini_beachx3, mindlessrhymes, pinkpalm_tree, riotgirl216, risingglory, rock_on_this, shann_anon, sillylili25, soccaballa, socialoutcast89, solay, stud_muffin85, sumwunsqt, tainted_light, trash, w1nkler, x0x_snookie_x0x, x3_alicia_c, x_chandizzle_x, xbeautifulscarz, xkatie12, xo_babiigrl_ox, xomizbeachbumox, yeehaw_d00d

haha. so many of my friends have like 6584653465 different journals. lol.
ohhhhhhhhhh wellllll. ♥
i <3 sugar

[Wednesday,
July 20th, 2005]
New Layout. Im still workin on the sidebar.
If you have any ideas what i should put on it.
Tell me duhhhhhhhhh!!!! kthnx.

[edit] i think ill just keep this one 4 a while. its cute & i dont feel like playin w/ this crap anymore. whatever. ♥
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[Monday,
July 18th, 2005]
stolen from JulieCollapse )
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[Saturday,
July 16th, 2005]
Last night was completely awesome.
i'll update later. ♥
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[Thursday,
July 14th, 2005]
Baby pictures of StephanieCollapse )
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[Wednesday,
July 13th, 2005]
what do you know in this small fucked up town?Collapse )
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[Tuesday,
July 12th, 2005]
Went 2 therapy w/ my dad.
& it wasn't that bad.
my half-sisters middle name is from
THE SOUND OF MUSIC. el oh el double you tee eff.(lol wtf?)
its from his wife but whatever. its weird i know.
Um i guess ill update later cuz i dunno what 2 say.
ex 0h ex ♥ Jess
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[Monday,
July 11th, 2005]
Well guys. My dad's wife had her baby.
So i guess i have a half-sister now.
She's a month premature.
& heres what my dad sent me in an email.

Stephanie Liesl Elder
July 10, 2005
0312 hours
4 pounds 4 oz.
33 cm

so yea my half-sister is half the size i was when i was born. Her name is Stephanie hobawhattie Elder.
lol idk what the hell her middle name is. Looks like someone was on crack or doesnt know how 2 spell Leslie or something. idk? its weird.

But yea he sent me pictures of her but their 2 big & i dont wanna waste your time. Maybe if i feel like being a good sister & a goOd daughter @ some point in the childs life ill have pictures of her.


Tommorrow i have 2 go 2 the therapist w/ my dad anywayz. So im sure that will b magnificently fun. haha SIKE.

Im Outta Hurrrrrrr.
♥ the bad big sister.

p.s. my brother kept her birth from me because he thought i would get mad. wtf?
as if my parents not being there 4 me wasnt enough. now my brother... lovely!
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[Sunday,
July 10th, 2005]
late night & the power keeps going out.
im bored. have no life. & no fun lately.
i made louie a myspace. i think its funny.
went 2 hops w/ the family. that was yummy!
drove the van home. first time driving that mofo. lol.
k im done.

mucholuff
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[Saturday,
July 9th, 2005]
p.p.s.
missy & i left louie the best message ever.
hungout w/ kevin againnnn. from like 7 till 12:40.
oh yea. missy thinks she has 2 fart. el oh el.
oh yea & right now its a year & 7 months.
i <3 sugar

[Friday,
July 8th, 2005]
Last night went 2 Mr. & Mrs. Smith w/ Britt. That was a really goOd movie. I liked it alot. We hungout a little & then went. Had a goOd time.

Today Louie woke me up @ 8:30 a.m. cuz he was gettin his teeth cleaned & thought i should b awake as well. Talked 2 him. Then went 2 see War of the Worlds w/ my bro & mom. wanna talk about a really really really goOd movie. i suggest seeing it. Then I drove us 2 Supercuts 2 get my bro a haircut. Then i drove to the motor place cuz my mom needed 2 pay for our van. Then i drove home from there. then im going 2 a movie w/ nay & whoever later.

Oh did i say i got a jetski. if i didnt. well. I got a Jetski. um yea its hawt. lol.


the loser.
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she's backkkkkk! [Thursday,
July 7th, 2005]
Well im back!

Lets see.
We left last thursday all this craZy shit happened. it was raining & I-95 was backed up so we tried 2 take Andrews Ave but it was closed then got to the parkin place & it said the lot was closed. So we went 2 this other one, handed the guy a $10 & he handed us back 2 $5 so we got free parking. but we missed our first plane just because of our luggage because "they need a 30 minute window for the luggage to get on the plane." So they changed our flight from a non-stop flight to balitmore to a stop in Atlanta & then on to Baltimore. Well we get in the terminal & their boarding our plane that we were suppose 2 b on. the guy woulda let us on if we hadn't have had 2 check our luggage. So we wait like over an hour for our plane to Atlanta which just ends up gettin delayed causing our connection in atlanta to leave although they told us that they would hold all connecting flights. yea bullshit. so we waitin in hot ass fuckin atlanta cuz the airports ac sucks. waitin in a line consisting of over 100 people because their flights were fucked up 2. Just to get 2 b the second person in line when my mom found another flight to DC by the help of callin the airline & askin about other flights & then going to another desk. Thank god. but we didnt get there until 4am. So louie couldnt pick me up 4rm the airport. In the car on the way back to my grandparents house they start gettin on my case. Now i was having a pretty damn goOd day. Missy came & toOk me 2 get my glasses & there the guy knows my family. & we had fun dancin around 2 backstreet boys & i spent like 3 hours gettin ready 2 see louie & i looked pretty damn goOd. so newayz my grandparents got on my case & we got back 2 the house @ 5am. then i cryed myself 2 sleep in my moms bed till 6am. cuz i was just outta it cuz whatever. Then louie came over the next morning. yada yada. my family basically gave me shit the whole time i was there. Stupid me stayed in Bay Ridge(my grandparents neighborhood) instead of going to louies house & 2 the mall & stuff. I mean it was so annoying. 2 mornings i went w/ louie & his dad to go wakeboarding. well they did. i went tubeing the 2 times cuz the first time me,louie, & chris went tubing. & the second time they had friends w/ them so me, louie, & ben this funny little kid went tubing. then alex his older brother(whos kinda hot) went by himself & that was halirious. Then we went tubing on Michael's boat & that was craZy cuz we did it in the bay & the bay was bumpy so yea we were flying all over the place. but newayz. i had a pretty goOd time. It woulda been perfect if it wasnt for my family gettin on my case the whole time. haha n the one nite we went 2 the mall cuz my aunt wanted 2 take her kids 2 see a movie, we went in CVS cuz i told louie he wouldnt buy condoms. It was pretty funny cuz hes always so paranoid. lol. & he went 2 the counter 2 pay for them & the lady was like uh do you want these double wrapped?. haha gay i know.

oh yea fred decided 2 show up when i was there.

p.s. i missed everyone. hollar if you wanna chiller.


Jess
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